i thought i was going to write about something else
but i need to write this
i cost more that any one else in my family
oliver went away for 9 months and that cost $12,000
marcus bought a new kayak on top of everything he only costs $6,000
i go to school at mlc and i cost 20,000
more next year
.. and for what?!
for me to go out and pretend I'm going to boom
so i can smoke and cut and be unhappy
so i can be a disappointment to you
you day I'm not but i know i am
the look in you eye when you see my reports
the way you talk about how I'm better than this
you don't deserve to work for me
for what seems like a lost cause
i don't want to me a disappointment to you
because it hurts me to think that i am
because if i try i could be better
because I'm purposely doing this
because I'm not like them
but not like you
I'm sorry dad
I'm a disappointment
I'm sorry I'm not better
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