Sunday, October 18, 2009

jump off a building



why is this world so fucking twisted
this afternoon father came into my room after he only got back this morning from wherever he was (thank god he is leaving again tonight) and asked me why i was quitting choir, so i told him i didnt enjoy it anymore. he said that was disappointing. then i decided that he doesn't really care anymore about me, he told me that while i was in this house i would do what he told me to do, he told me that when i was 18 and i left then i could do what i wanted, we were both staring at each other arms crossed, i felt like jumping off a building. if i had the chance i would stupid cunt wouldn't even notice. he is so fucking annoying really if he wants to send me to another school and give up on me then what message is that sending?? so what if i don't know what I'm going to be when I'm older IM 13!! dumb cunt ! fuck fuck i just going to stop trying if he sends me to another school, i don't see the point in living anymore. fml

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