its a shame..

i wish i wasnt alone for the holidays

i wish i had a boyfriend

but i tried that

i dont want a boyfriend for the sake of having a boyfriend

i want a boyfriend because i care about him

but i want someone to care about me

someone to talk to me

i want that

but its not going to happen

because in my world thats a fairytale

something that i watch on in awe

its a shame