whenever im happy
i think about you and feel bad
i actually feel bad for feeling good
is that bad
im sorry that im not with you
i know is should be
im not being a good friend
maybe thats because im not a good person?
im in this house
watching these "perfect people"
today her boyfriend of 2 months
walked her to school
gave her a tiffany necklace
when she got to school people gave her roses
and she sat her exams perfectly
she told me she didnt think she would get 98% like she had hoped
i told her she would because she is perfect
her sister got home from school and went to ballet
she was wearing bike shorts and a singlet
i dont want to be a perve but she has a perfect body
she is happy to see me
we are going out to dinner now
and tomorrow we will do it all again
ill try not to cry myself to sleep tonight.
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