this is my fault

this is my fault
i brought this upon myself
now my mother has told me I'm doing another year of choir that i hate
somehow every Thursday, which happens to be choir night, i want to slit my wrists..
my father told mother to call up koonung college and Canterbury girls and see if they had any spots
my mother also told me that we were going to torquay on the 30Th of October
and this is my fault
I'm slowly ruining my life